All the things we talked about our future

Getting married, living together having kids

Was it all a dream?

Don't tell me that all these words were just

Lies.

Every word of love you whispered in my ear

That you love me and you want to stay with me..

Forever.

Was it all just your way of a joke

To play around with my heart, to just believe that you can throw my feelings around in your hand like a toy?

I told you many a times that no matter what you and I went through I will still be with you.

I can let go of you, but I will not

Because i love you

No matter what you may do to meHurt me, curse me, even hate me

I will never ever stop loving you.

Can't you just stop questioning my love for you and accept it, accept that someone can and does love you?

What do I have to do to prove this, right?!

Just let me in your heart and let me spread happiness.

Let me make you smile, and warm you up inside.

I want to see you smiling, laughing, and feeling care free.

You're always so stressed out, worried about every little thing.

Let me hold you in my arms. I want to hold you so that you can find some comfort in my arms. I want to know that you are feeling more than alright. I need to know that you are more okay. To see you smile, makes me smile. Even if you smile just for a bit, it gives me hope about everything. I want to mend your broken heart, I want to see you happy, I want to close your open wounds. Let me lick you dry and make you feel so good inside. Let me please you, Jesse. I don't want to see you hurting and if you are, it's my fault. Let it be MY fault. Please don't blame yourself. Lay back and let me be the one to carry your burdens. I want to suffer for you. Le me be your scapegoat, your mule, your servant. I want to do everything and anything to make you happy, fulfilled, complete. I want to be the one who makes your frowns disappear. I want to be the one to dry up all your tears. I want to be the one who gives you hope to carry on with your life. I need to be the one who gives you a new heart, a new point of view, to bring your trueself out and I will not hide from it. I will be strong and no matter how bad it may get, I will go through it with you. I will grit my teeth and bare with your pain and take it as my own. I will carry you when you can no longer walk. I'll help you up when you are down. I'll bare with all your problems. I'm telling you.

You are not alone. When someone loves you, don't let go. Let me prove to you, Jesse, that I'm the one for you. Let me show you that I care so much that I would die for you. My heart contains all this love for you and all this love must be shown to you. Given to you.

I want to understand. Let your true geing no longer hide. Let yourself out. Let me see you. No matter how bad things may get, I still want to be with you. Let me have a peek, inside your heart, Jesse. Please. I still want to be with you and I want us to be together... forever.

Love,

Domenica

wat is love? i seriously asked myself that question everyday ever since i turned 13... hmmm... wat is love? is it something you can touch, eat, smell, see... or is it something beyond our human thoughts? i could never understand it. but some how.. i feel like i'm getting to understand it a bit more. Slowly and steadily, i shall find the answer...

but somehow ...i feel like i have been blinded my whole life.

he's been in front of me the whole entire time... >_< the whole entire time i've been here i mean.

As i shall answer it, i'll answer it quickly.

Love is within your grasp only once. You cannot touch, see, smell, hear, or eat!! it. It's something optained for such short time, so when you think you found it, you must treat it with great respect and honor or else it shall slip away faster than you optained it.

And that i shall do... i shall treasure you forever and be thankful that i have you.